Let’s do IT!!!!!!!
Feb 4, 2019
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GKD84Fo4nxc

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so I figure today I'm gonna sit down and
do a little bit of vinylene so I thought
well ya know might as well bring you
guys along but I did want to show you
guys my updated jacket so this is my
gray jacket remember I bought my black
one and then I went back and got a gray
one so I put my logo on it I love it
it's so fun so uh anyways how did that
got that done and then today I am going
to do remember last night I bought this
shirt the pants and then I have this
shirt that I also I picked this one up a
few weeks ago and I haven't had a chance
to do anything with it yet so I figured
I'm gonna sit down and do these today
plus I have a tumblr that I need to get
done
cuz that has to go out tomorrow along
with another shippment plus I have my
baby's two shirts I'm gonna do for them
so they can match I don't know exactly
what I'm gonna do for them just yet but
I have two t-shirts for them and I don't
need that sure why that was in the pile
um I but I think before I do anything
I'm gonna do their pullovers their
sweaters because it's supposed to be
really cold here this week so I thought
this would be like perfect timing for
them to be able to wear their sweaters
so that is what mama is going to do
today but I figured well you know what I
will bring you guys along let you guys
see what I am up to you and then go from
there so anywho I'm gonna get all this
out of my way though for now so I could
pull all my stuff up
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good evening and happy Sunday oh it has
been it's been a good day I will say it
really has been a good day although I
didn't vlog it all and that's okay that
is okay we are doing my nightly routine
where I put let me see a sir I put
coconut oil on my skin and then I use my
Conair skin scrubber and I just go to
town and I put the coconut oil all into
my skin feels so good and it gets my
forehead
get all the dryness just can't do all
that can't do that dry skin crop anymore
and this has been really really honestly
helping me out hold on anyways it's been
really really really helping me just
with the dry skin and exfoliating it so
I put this on at nighttime and I sleep
with it on I'm gonna take a shower wash
my face of course and when I get out
nine out of ten I'll do it again
anyway lips and it really has been
helping to me anyways so I hope you guys
all had a wonderful Sunday um I got some
caption of me doing some vinyl type time
stuff um I talked through some event
hold on this er
I talked through some of it some of it I
did not cuz there was parts where the
kids were in the room and it was just
too loud to do it and then I pop this
thing off wash it with some soap it's
good to go I keep looking at myself in
the camera to make sure that it's
looking good umm anyways so and then of
course little girl over here you know
she's gotta have it done - come over
here BYE MOM
okay let's see you want to put it on or
do you want me to put it on okay she's
gotta do it this is the girls time this
is here do you need the mirror yeah this
is when we do our beauty work oh look at
that she does so good oh it's gonna make
this skin so soft you're done I don't
look tonight when I was doing the
vinylene I forgot that I had stuck my
oil up by my presser hook got a little
on the moisture side but it will harden
back up before before we know it so
anyways yeah I just did some vinylene
today
and just took it easy I really didn't do
a whole lot I did get look look gotta
show you guys - I got two packages ready
to go out I'm so excited both of them
are my can you make sissy some popcorn
they're both for pink fairy merch so
that is exciting this is my first batch
of pink fairy merch being sent out so
yeah I'm excited so I did that I got
that done and then I let's see I got two
shirts of mine done and then which I'll
show you guys cuz I told you guys last
night remember I said that I bought that
shirt from Walmart to do the vinylene on
with me here I think I grabbed at all
Omar nasarah I had a couple for them so
it just says I'm famous on YouTube
because of my mommy and I made them a
black shirt that looks just like this
but I made it really tiny so I just
redid it and then it has my channel on
it and then I'm seeing double everything
right now so how my glasses on so I'm
like where's my vision and then this was
one of the shirts that I did it's just
it's purple instead of the pink as the
pink was gonna be too much I did
actually goof all right I goofy goofed I
don't know if you can see it very well
but it's right there look I don't know
if you can see it I had to kind of had
to piece it together because when I went
to go and cut Amy's life journey out
I don't know what I was thinking clearly
was not thinking um yeah I miscalculated
how much vinyl had laid down so I cut
off half of my M and half of my y's so
yeah oh but this is like a purple but I
did that because the pink would have
been too pink um but but well let me
show you the other okay so let me show
you this other shirt that I made so this
is the black and gray one that I bought
last night to go with those pants Amy's
life journey and then guess what I just
noticed tonight when I was putting all
this together is so here is my mm gray
jacket that I just put my Mirchi merch
on and look it it matches exactly this
is the grey in the black shirt it's the
exact same grey so these must have been
on the same launch line so when I'm cold
or whatever I can wear my gray jacket
over this shirt or my black jacket or
gray jacket over this shirt and they'll
match good enough space that one better
so yeah that's what I did today so I did
s Fri Omar my two shirts packaged up
pink fairies merch what else do I do I
feel like there was something else I did
I was gonna do a tumblr but I didn't end
up having time so I'll just do that on
my next work day today wasn't
technically a working day I stuffed it
in today but um it was just cuz I knew
that I I mean I don't consider me doing
my vinyl really work because it's just
something for fun basically um so that's
why I went ahead and did it because I
was just like you know I don't I don't
really see it as like working so anyways
but other than not
it wasn't really just a really all
together a really good date I really had
a good amount of stuff done that needed
to get done I'm looking for my book I
need our journal book where are you not
too far from here because I keep it
around here it's just being sneaky it's
being really sneaky uh-huh found it I
need to get a bookmark for my stuff hi
of it got a bookmark
everybody has been messaging me asking
me what the name of this book is here's
the name of the book but yeah so for
tonight for today our our reading is
self care is not a privilege you earn
after you've suffered and sacrificed
enough self care is a right you have as
a human being because you already are
enough
that was perfect self care is not a
privilege you earn after you've suffered
and sacrificed enough self care is a
right you have as a human being because
you already are enough that speaks
volumes you guys because literally I
mean if you really think about it when
do you honestly feel like you have like
okay for instance like for what I have
told you guys in the past is like I've
suffered with feeling guilty when I need
self-care time when I need time for
myself I've always felt guilty because I
feel like I'm trying that I'm being
selfish or that I'm trying to make
something all about me and all of that
stuff and and although that's all the
wrong things it still makes me feel like
I'm not worthy enough to have that
self-care time and like it's saying
though is you are enough you do not have
to do millions of things and burn your
candle at both ends and exhaust yourself
to the point where you're making
yourself physically sick just in order
to say hey I need self-care time so I
mean it speaks volumes when you think of
it in that aspect that you shouldn't
have to feel like you are only allowed
to have self-care time after you've
blown yourself so far apart and
stretched yourself so very thin that
then it's like you feel like you're
snapping and the only way that you have
any amount of right basically to have
any self-care time is if you're gonna
snap does that make sense so like for me
some of my self-care time is at night
time when I'm getting ready to close out
my night and put my babies to bed and
have my self-care quiet time where I
watch my youtube videos and things like
that I also have my skincare routine
that I've started up where I
sit I put my coconut oil on I moisturize
it into my skin I let it sit for a
little bit if I feel like I want to add
a little bit more I can
sro will come in and you know join in
which is really fun because that's like
a mommy and daughter type thing and that
is that's what I love about self-care
time and I don't feel guilty no more
feeling like oh my gosh I can only go
into my room because you know I'm so
stressed out no it shouldn't be that it
should be hey you know what it's now my
time to go into the room do what I need
to do to prepare myself and you know
that way when I go to bed I feel like oh
hey I've completed everything that I
wanted to do for myself as well not just
thinking about all the things that I did
for everybody else because that's not
fair it's not fair and it shouldn't be
that way it should never ever feel like
you are not good enough to have that
down time and that just quality
self-care time and like I've spoke on so
many times before it is very important
to have that self-care time because if
you don't you will burn out and then
it's not a pretty picture and you're not
a pretty person because you not
physically but you're not you know
you're not in the mind state of what a
person would be like if they had their
self-care time so anyways I am loving
this book you guys this book is just
everything so tonight was it self as
self care
tonight was a sit down video remember
we're doing things kind of on a routine
tomorrow is a vlog day I have my
counseling tomorrow I don't know what
else I I don't have anything
specifically on my agenda other than I
know tomorrow is counseling and vlog
and then we'll go from there so today
was a good day all together with eating
I didn't take pictures I kind of forgot
but I did have eggs and sausage for
breakfast and then hoon I had some
carrots with all our holy all more calls
at French I want French and I'm like
what is he talking about and he kept
saying I want French everyone French and
I could not for the life of me think of
what he wanted he wanted carrots and
ranch but I could not figure out what my
child wanted until finally it dawned on
me oh my gosh he wants ranch so we had
carrots and ranch and then the kids had
pizzas from the freezer for dinner just
because I was just kind of like right in
the middle of trying to vinyl and all he
was gone so I was like you know what
tonight is a throw for all and year all
are having some pizzas and so that's
what I did as I made them that and I
wasn't really hungry so I just made a
kind of like I know how to describe it
it's not like a protein type shake I
wouldn't call it that but it's like a
blended I guess you would say like a
blended coffee but how I prepare it it's
real because I use like almond milk and
things like that so that's what I had
for dinner and I was I'm not hungry so I
won't have anything else and yeah that's
it um nothing really exciting today
today was just kind of a download a I
did do a little bit of cleaning I did
not vlog the cleaning um just because I
was not dressed for it so I was like
okay I'm not gonna go dress right now
but I just scrubbed the bathroom in the
kitchen and then I've been doing laundry
off and on all day trying to catch up on
that because you know laundry in a house
grows by multiples I don't understand it
I don't get it but then once it grows
and you wash it then your children come
back and say
no socks where's your sock I don't know
I'm like did you take them off and throw
them away smart now go look under your
bed
there's nothing Oh kids are what's gonna
keep the sock in underwear
I don't know I don't understand it how
do you lose underwears like what do you
do with your underwear so anyways I hope
you guys enjoyed my vlog today and I
hope I wasn't too boring but I will
check in with you guys tomorrow bright
and shiny in the morning until then
sweet dreams you guys bye bye
